i have a web page on my school’s site. i just got re-printed. i am prepping my “first day script”. i start in-service in a week. i am dealing with a getting my certification expedited. i’m getting panicked texts from my principal. i am sending panicked texts to the teacher who’s spot i’m taking. i don’t know how to handle all this. i mean…i’m me: i will. and it’ll be fine. but. i’m stressing. (and annoying my roommates.)
and i have to, you know, find a house and move and get my personal life all sorted…
i have an interview on sunday: K-5 music.
it’s in a ‘burb halfway between where i went to school and OKC; ‘tis prime spot for resources. 
,after four weeks of waiting,
did not get the job
that i interviewed for four times,
and that the administration drove four hours for
in order see me teach, after four weeks of anticipation,
after four hours of planning.
expect four weeks of moroseness.



good things i have applied at four other schools in the last week.
(i, as a musician, am used to losing as often as winning. i’ll get where i want to go. soon.)
(p.s. cowards sent me an email at 1:00 a.m. i deserved a phone call.)